So...true story:

-i love my mom
-i love austin
-i crave feeling loved
-i hate crying, but need to more often as I get older
-i still think about a couple of my ex's
-past pain still effects me
-i love the rain
-Grey's Anatomy somehow makes a bad day better
-spending a whole day with one of my best friends brings a smile to my face
-'date nights' with friends are amazing
-i love wine
-i love monkeys
-I wan't Dr. McDreamy to be my doctor
-I can't wait for Easter weekend
-I need to lose weight...for real
-i bought lots of clothes today that i couldn't afford...
-i'm buying a tent and sleeping bag this week...that i also can't afford
-i'm having dinner with my parents tomorrow, and can't wait
-i miss him sometimes...and i'll never be able to tell him how much, and that kills me
-even though i miss him...i'm glad he's happy
-sometimes...just sometimes...i want to tell my secrets to the world...but know i never will
-i am so blessed...