I'm done.

I'm so done with feeling like this.

I hate the negativity.

Why do I go to meetings, when they begin and end and every minute between is full of negative energy. WHAT IS THE POINT?!?

I don't know how to make it better, and I certainly don't trust everyone else in the group. That doesn't make the idea that things will get better seem any more likely.

guh.



On another note...

XP Midwinter - I thought it went pretty well. As did Anne and Jeff...among others. Were there some things that needed to change? Yes. Some things that didn't happen like I expected? Yes. But was it a BAD weekend? No.

Not sure how I feel about directing...perhaps it was just the circumstances I was handed...that is very much a possibility.

Ok -

I'm all about NOT ending on a negative note...so...for something positive....

Super Bowl/Chili bowl party at my parents last night was a lot of fun. Everyone in my family seemed to really like Aaron - so that is always good. =o) He certainly does make me happy. Plus, I got some great gifts! Woo!