Tuesday, January 30, 2007

just another day...

So I was talking to my mom today about some of my thoughts on stuff that happened last night...and she understood why I thought it was weird. She did too. That made me feel less petty somehow. I don't know...its still just strange.

I still haven't talked to boy since Sunday night. It really just makes me sad...I miss him. I know he's busy and he has other stuff...but why didn't he call on my birthday? And he still hasn't called today?!? That sucks!!! Oh well...I guess that's life. The problem is, I'm too scared to say anything because I don't want to mess anything up with him, but if he really cares for me, that wouldn't mess things up. I'm sure something came up...have i ever said how much I hate distance? Because I do.

ANYHOW...Classes today were...good I suppose. I got some really good feedback on the prayer I had to write for my worship class...that made me feel good, especially because I thought it was kind of weak. I'm still not 100% sure how someone can grade a prayer...but I suppose I'll find out!

I'm in kind of an annoyed/cynical mood at the moment...I should snap out of it. No really, I should.

I did find out just now that we are doing the tri-birthday bash on Saturday night to make up for the night of the ice storm! YAY!! And Lindsay is going to make cake...and we are going to have an awesome time. I'm very excited. As long as we don't get any winter mixture this weekend, I'm good to go.

2 comments:

Barb said...

You want some unsolicited advice? In any relationship where the other person values you, you should never be afraid to say anything.. especially about your feelings.

Well, unless a friend asks you if the jeans make her ass look fat.

Deb said...

The funniest part is, I know it wouldn't mess things up with him. It just has with so many other people that even when I know its OK to say it, I worry. Thanks for the advice though. Maybe it'll give me the courage to just do it.