Smiles

He makes me smile. Even from 187 miles away...he can make me smile. We haven't actually talked on the phone in almost a week...but we've been messeging each other on facebook. And...he just makes me smile. I'm planning another trip down there, because to be honest, I want to see him. I REALLY want to see him again. He said today that he misses me more than is probably healthy or smart since he is in austin and I am in fort worth. And, that was the most perfect thing ever. I am in the best mood right now, even though I still miss him, and I won't see him for a few more weeks. I wish this was easier, and that there wasn't a big physical distance between us, because then we'd really be together.

Starting something with distance is hard...I know. I did it for over a year, and we didn't make it. We weren't able to rally through, and we had no destination time for when we'd be together. I mean sure, there would be weekends after another year apart...but really, how do you build a relationship on that? He was completely in love with me, and I had reservations. Sometimes, however, I wonder if he was more in love with the idea of me, than of me actually. I know I was with him...for a time. Wow...that's depressing...lets leave that topic alone.

Grey's Anatomy last night...OH MY GOSH. I LOVE that show!!! SO good. And I love watching TV shows with Friends. The only show I watch that the girls don't watch is LOST. I need to get someone hooked on it so that I'm not watching it alone. I think I can get Anne...I hope so anyway! Well, for sure once we get a house that won't be a problem.

Speaking of houses...we get to start house hunting soon!! I'm so excited. =o)

Ok...time to get dressed and eat something so I can run some errands!